Overall goal weight: 110
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I messed up, again.
I feel like this is an endless cycle.
The past three days, I’ve gained about 6 pounds.
I hate temptations, but there’s no one to talk too.
I just took 15 laxatives so hopefully that’ll bring me back down.
I have 20 days lose at least 30 pounds.
Wish me luck.
Hello tumblr.
I made this so that I could look at thinspo, write down my weight, and keep myself going. I’ve been stuggling with anorexia since September 2009, and it keeps on.
Current weight: 148
Goal weight: 110
That’s about 40 pounds that I need to loose inorder to be okay with my life.
The first day I made this, I didn’t eat all day. Which was absolutley wonderful.
Last night, I caved and ate. Luckily I had laxatives and took about 11. I was back down to my starting weight. Then today, I made food and I caved. I had a few things to eat, and I have no laxatives. Now I’m freaking out. I think I might just continue with the starvation until Friday, and buy more laxatives and get my weight down. I need new diet pills too. That way I can start working out again. Hopefully in a week I can be down to about 138. That’d be awesome. I’ll keep updating everday. That way I’m not tempted to eat.
